dua hati :(

aww
i miss you blog!! :)
dah lama tak update kan.

hmm
okay let me story you this.

after syed walee tinggal kan i ,
i'm soo lonely.
suddenly bob came to my life back.
die pujuk merayu semua kat i.
he said he wants me back
yeah
i mengaku mmg i syg die lagi .
and i dh buat keputusan for accept him back.
so , i continue my relationship dgn dia balik.
mula2 mmg sweet
i igt kan die btul2 dah berubah..
yeah i hope that.

mlm my final exam ,
die buat hal balik
with that STUPID PRICELESS BITCH named EFFA * muka mcm babi tu *
can u imagine my bf cheated on me and celebrate birthday betina murahan tu ??
FUCK
no wonder i rase lain dlm that week
i dpt rase bob tipu i something
and yeah i got the answer.
rupenye pasal betina tu lagi !!!
haih,
i cried like hell !
and tak dpt baca apa pun that night
exam pukul 9am and i slept at 6am.
urghh betapa tension nye i malam tu.
tuhan je tahu :(

hmm
after the exam
bob pujuk i balik
and ask me come to klang .
jumpe die and bincang

nk bincang ape lagi kan ?
ni dah kali ke 3 die tipu i
tp , i still love him. hmm

and until now , i dah ok dgn bob.

buttttttt

i ade kenal sorang mamat ni.
name die AKRAM
die ni bestfriend to amer hamzah . he used to be my bestfriend before.
hmm
yeah akram sgt baik untuk i.
i dah mula IN LOVE dgn dia.
and die pun dh confess to me yg die dah IN LOVE dgn i..
tapi...

i dah ada bob
i tak boleh tinggal kan dia mcm tu je.
:(

what should i do now???

urghhh !!

GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

h o l i d a y s

well
i dah lama tak update blog i.
kesian die ;)

im on my holiday now.
after finished my final exam , i cuti for 1week.
exam ?
aww ntah lah.
dah lah mlm exam tu ade masalah sket.
grr i hope i pass my exam lah.
tak sabar nk masuk degree.
and please god .
give me pass for this exam !!

holiday ?
okay lah quite boring.
just staying at home and busy with my cheerleading training..
and im alone in the room
fiona and her family are in Los Angeles now for a holiday too.
:(

but last tuesday ,
i went to seremban
visit my so called 'mak mertua'
hihihi
spend time with them
and send my so called 'adik ipar' to the KPJ seremban cos of suspected denggue fever
pity her lah:(
nak balik tu , mak die peluk i. and said sayang kat die
awwww
:)

anyway , today dah hari khamis .
ade few days je lagi nk rest
if i pass masuk degree ,
then busy gila lah jawab nye . :(

hostel hostel hostel :)

hey i dont know why..
i rindu sangat kat MMU hostel. i dah tinggal kan hostel almost 1 year.
so i decided ,
nak lepak sni for a few days .
i lepak kat iqa's n nik's room.
my beloved bestfriend.:)
thanks iqa sbb bagi tumpang bilik,
and thanks jugak kat nik sbb balik rumah keramat.
hahahaha
so i bole lah tido kat katil u.
hahahaha

seriously , i dpt lepas kan rindu nk lepak dgn dorang2 ni kan :p

seriously , i miss you !

hey i remember what you wore on the first day
you came into my life and i thought 'hey , u know this could be something'
cause everything you do and words you say ,
you know that it all takes my breath away and now im left with nothing.

so maybe its true..
i cant live without you.

hmmmm

seriously i nak u tahu

i sangat2 RINDU kan you.
hari2 i tunggu you sms i. :(

i dont understand you mama !

yes.
i dont understand you , mama.
and now , i dont have any respect on you.
u made me to be like that.

seriously , happy family
tak ade langsung dalam kamus hidup i.

always , lives alone and love to be alone.

forever and always.

sampai i have to change my ambition

now i nak jadi , stewardess

i nak fly away sentiasa..

best kan ??

part of the list things that i miss :(

they're all part of the list
things that i miss
things like

*your funny little laugh*
or
*the way u smile*
or
*the way we kiss*

what i noticed is this

i come up with

something new every single time that i sit is reminisce

the way your sweet smell lingers
when u leave a room

stories u tell as we lay in bed all afternoon

i dreamed u now every night in my mind is where we meet

and when im awake , staring at pictures of you asleep

..............................................................

seriously *********

I MISS YOU :(

ne-yo baby:)

ne-yo

3 words

I LOVE YOU <3

omgg
i went to his concert at sunway lagoon surf beach

it wasss reallyyyyy awesomeeeee

i went there with my friend , zarith , n my sister , elyssa n my cousin too, fiona.
we had a lot of fun thereee

seriously

i still remember what ne-yo told me

he saidd

you'll be my girlfriend for 3 minutes in a half..that's enough baby. :)

now im missing you :(